Friday, February 20, 2009
Sometimes I wonder what its like to break down completely.
To have absolutely nothing left. To become a lump of walking clothes filtering in and out of a indifferent crowd.
No friends. No ambition. No emotion. An empty shell of what once was. Where even the memories of better times don’t matter. A complete and utter resignation to the idea of pure apathy.
I wonder what that would feel like? Would guilt still exist? Would it be a concious act to remain in this state? Or would it be something that just happened. No effort, just a mentality of “nothing matters, so why even bother?” Where emotion ceases to play any role. A survival mechanism that has run its course.
Posted by Husain Vahanvaty aka Keebler at 9:48 PM